Kell held on even as the pleasure fades away. The grip on his back gets looser his other hand to the side and he exhales as his head drops back, mouth surely bloody. He licks his lips like, eyelids heavy as he looks up at Holland.

His body still felt so alive and he didn’t want the moment to end because what if he couldn’t find a way to save him.

The thought ached more than just in his heart but his soul too and he vaguely apologized to Rhy in his head for it.