Kell is troubled by that as he studies everything about Holland in that moment. Is he opening up to him in a truer way? It seems so but there's still so much withheld... The magic seems to jump when Holland takes his hand, or maybe that is just Rhy's pulse. Why is he so affected? He looks at his own hands and he wonders what exactly Holland sees.

"I...always thought of you."

Kell had never stopped wishing for more than the coldness that passed between them. A cordialness at best, nothing more.