Among so many shocking things... finding himself in the other man's lap. That... is new for Kell, very new and not just because it is Holland. But he revels in the closeness, one he didn't know he wanted until he had it. He stares at Holland, their hands still tethered together.

What does he want?

That's not a question he's asked often or that the answer really matters most of the time...but with Holland he knew it did.

"I don't want to be alone," he answers and that encompassed what he wanted as well. "I want you to stay."