"I've thought about that," Holland admits, brow furrowing after a moment of silence, "but I worry that if I did step down, everything would fall apart again. Everything would die all over again." And he couldn't stomach that. Not again.
It wasn't completely out of the question. He would choose who took his place and if he thought for ever a second they would run his world into the ground again he wouldn't allow it. But it was still something that worried him enough to make sleep difficult.
The kiss draws his attention and Holland just lingers, watching Kells face.
He'd wondered about this a lot as well in the past span since the ship. How would this work? White was his home. Red was Kells. Sure, they could bounce back and forth whenever they were able but...
He took a deep breath and slowly let it out, "What is this....that we're doing?"
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Date: 2020-05-29 04:15 pm (UTC)From:It wasn't completely out of the question. He would choose who took his place and if he thought for ever a second they would run his world into the ground again he wouldn't allow it. But it was still something that worried him enough to make sleep difficult.
The kiss draws his attention and Holland just lingers, watching Kells face.
He'd wondered about this a lot as well in the past span since the ship. How would this work? White was his home. Red was Kells. Sure, they could bounce back and forth whenever they were able but...
He took a deep breath and slowly let it out, "What is this....that we're doing?"